I see so many young girls these days trying so hard to grow up. I find it so silly, so…hm… how do i put this? Look, I am a mere 21 years young, and I have learned so much trough my life, and the most through the ages of 14-now. There is no rush. There is nothing all that exciting about being a few years older in age than what you previously were. You go through your teenage years hating the world but living it up all at the same time; so eager to grow up so you can do everything you already do legally and without the flack from parental figures. Truthfully, the fact that you already have done it makes if far less exciting when you get to finally do it, and in all honesty, the parental figures will never let up. It’s the way life is. Just breath, go with the flow and don’t be in such a hurry. Life will still be there waiting.
Kids rush into things so quickly now, its insane. I’m not going to lie, I was there once too, and I regret a lot of the decisions I made when I was younger. You don’t want to be in a position like mine where you look back and think “I could have been great.” You want to be able to look back and say that sure you let go of a few fun times, but you were great and you did everything you wanted to get you to where you want to be in life. It’s not easy. It never will be, and if you expect it to be you are only setting yourself up for failure.
Run a marathon, don’t sprint there.
Live life, Love a little, regret (It’s ok too. You learned from those lessons)
Be who you are, not who others want you to be and don’t lose sight of where and who you want to be in the future.
*random thoughts of the Tets*
ok, so usually my writing is a little more thought out.
Not that anyone cares, but for this Spring 2011 semester I recieved three A’s, a B and a Pass. Thus leaving me with a 3.75, a letter grade away from a bloody 4.0! I have not been this proud of myself in so long!
School and I didn’t exactly get along for a while.
A Piece of Advice::
Don’t let little things get in the way of what you want in life, your life. Especially when it comes to your education. You will come to see situations where it almost seems like life is making you chose Career/Education or Fun/Relationships. Do not fret, that is not always the case. Those that love you will stick by you even if you chose to be “selfish” and do what you need to in order to be where you want to be in life. You don’t know who or what relationships will withstand even the tests of time, but you do know that finding your path will lead to a better life for you as an individual. It will never be too late for friends or even love. It is just a matter of who is willing to stand by you through it all.
Be happy. Do well for yourself. The rest will follow and fall into place.
Sorry…my wording is crap, and I am better when I am not so tiered=p
Well, with school being out I have no way to actually print out any of the images I shoot. ”why dont you just go to the store and print them Tets?” The answer is simple! I love the dark room and being able to say that I put all the work into actually making my images. Plus, they are larger and look way cooler when I do them myself. I enjoy seeing my little mistakes here and there:)
I will have more images up as time goes by.
But for the meantime, I shall blog for those of you that do see the random crap I put up here. *shrug* We’ll see how that goes.
For those of you that dont know, I just finished my first semester at grossmont college! SOOOO HAPPY! Well, I passed ALL of my classes one grade shy of a 4.0! BAM! I felt pretty darn awesome. As a celebration of my success, and a minor get away from reality, I went to WAR.
For lack of a better explanation, I was in my element, with my people.
WAR is a four day camp out of renaissance badassness! You are required to stay in garb and play your role as someone living in that period of time.
I left Thursday evening and returned home Monday afternoon, and I can honestly say that despite just meeting this group of people for the first time I was genuinely sad to leave. I have never felt so comfortable in such a big group, so welcomed, so at home. It was awesome to be surrounded by similar people who could care less about the world out side of our little camp for just a couple days.
For me, I was able to relax and release.
I sit here now counting down the days till I will be able to go again.
(its a lot like Halloween and comic-con for me=p)